My Birthday 2014

Hai, Assalamualaikum n Konichiwa... <3 <3 <3

          Today is my birthday!!! I'm really feel grateful to everyone who had wish me well for today... It's really mean a lot to me... Thank you very much... For those who didn't have the time to wish me, I also feel really grateful towards them because they had me in their thoughts... I'm really feel honored for being in someone's mind which makes them think of me and want to wish me... By the way, for those who didn't wish me, I just want to thank them for giving me nice memories in the past for my birthday... It's really means a lot to me for having such great memories which not everybody has in their life... Thank you once again..:)
        Alright for those who had the same birthday as me or maybe my twins, Happy Birthday. Hope to see you well and success in your life... Hope you can achieve something that worth once in a lifetime... Whether it is only for yourself or anyone in a particular or even for the society... It would still considered as a great achievement... Well, hope this would be a great wish for you all and that also includes me.. Hehehe... :) Anyway wish you get today as one of the happiest day you had in your life too just like me and once again, HAPPY _ _th BIRTHDAY...

Dato' Siti Nurhaliza - Jaga Dia Untukku Lirik

Hai, Assalamualaikum and konichiwa...

          Today's special entries is about one of a song that recently become popular because of the well-known singer and the drama. Well, anyone who have watch 'Rindu Awak 200%' would clearly know this song. That drama had become a hit since it didn't come out yet but surely it is because the story line is much differ from any love story which usually we read on the malay novel. But yet it still a great novel. Those who didn't read the novel yet, I would strongly recommend it.
        Alright back to the story, this is Malaysia's Top Singer and Voice of Asia's new song which is Dato'Siti Nurhaliza from the album 'Fragmen'. That recently had sold out in the store. There were going to be a repackage album that would be 'Fragmen 2' in the store soon. Please anticipate it for those who love Dato' Siti and those who love a good music from her. Alright this song entitled as 'Jaga Dia Untukku' is such a great song with a blend of amazing music and leaving a deep meaning in the lyrics. I seriously fell in love with this song. Hope you guys would fall hard with it too...:)

Artist : Dato' Siti Nurhaliza

Title : Jaga Dia Untukku

Album : Fragmen

Mahuku bersama

Mahuku ke sana diriku tak di sini lagi

Waktu tak bicara

Lama terasa seakan terhenti mengiringiku

Tenanglah duhai jiwa

Tebarlah tulus doaku kepadanya

Saat ku tiada tuhan

Jaga dia untukku

Kala ku masih jauh

Bagai menghitung rasa

Bergepingan berderaian

Tuhan jaga dia untukku

Selamanya ku ada

Mencipta syurga bersama

Menyayangi mendampingi dia

Terbangkan diriku

Bersayap seribu biar detik menjadi laju

Langit pun mendengar

Jadi penawar mengisi debar jatuh ke dasar

Tenanglah duhai jiwa

Tebarlah tulus doaku kepadanya

Saat ku tiada tuhan

Jaga dia untukku

Kala ku masih jauh

Bagai menghitung resah

Bergepingan berderaian

Tuhan jaga dia untukku

Selamanya ku ada

Mencipta syurga bersama

Menyayangi mendampingi

Mungkinkah ini menguatkan kita

Lambang cinta ku dan dia

Jaga dia untukku

Kala ku masih jauh

Bagai menghitung resah

Bergepingan berderaian

Tuhan jaga dia untukku

Selamanya ku ada

Mencipta syurga bersama

Menyayangi mendampingi

Jaga dia untukku

Kala ku masih jauh

Bagai menghitung resah

Bergepingan berderaian

Tuhan jaga dia untukku

Selamanya ku ada

Mencipta syurga bersama

Menyayangi mendampingi dia

Taeyang - This Isn’t It Lyrics and a bit of my feelings...

Kpop Lyrics 2 You: Taeyang - This Isn’t It Lyrics

ROMANIZATION LYRICS

nan ajikdo saranghandago

malhago sipeotjiman

deo isangeun andoelgeorago

kkeutnae pogihae beoryeotdeon niga

miwojyeotdagibodan deo bogosipda

aswipdagibodan neomu geuripda

ige aninga ige aninga

hoksi uyeonhi mannamyeon eotteoke halkka

neol moreuncheok saramdeul soge sumeulkka

ijen uimi eomneun gamjeongui nangbigetjiman

haruedo myeotsipbeoneun gominhae

yagiradeon sigando kkwae jinanneunde

ige aninde ige aninde ige aninde

neon ijeya haengbokhadago

misoreul jitgetjiman

areumdawotdeon gieokbodan

gipeun sangcheoreul namgyeotdeon niga

miwojyeotdagibodan deo bogosipda

aswipdagibodan neomu geuripda

ige aninga ige aninga

cheoeumbuteo neomunado iksukhaetjanha

oraen sigan mannaon yeonindeulboda

ijen uimi eomneun chueoksogui irijiman

haruedo myeotsipbeoneun gominhae

yagiradeon sigando kkwae jinanneunde

ige aninde ige aninde ige aninde

neoro chaewojin nae mameul biuryeo hae bwatjiman

hoksi yeonghwa gateun iri naege beoreojil geotman gataseo

haruedo myeotsipbeoneun gominhae

yagiradeon sigando kkwae jinanneunde

ige aninde ige aninde ige aninde

na jochado naega nal bogi mianhae

kkeutnabeorin sarangeun mutgo sipeunde

ige aninde ige aninde ige aninde

TRANSALTION LYRICS

I still love you
I wanted to tell you that
Though you gave up at last
Saying that this can’t work out no more
Rather than I become hating you, I miss you more
Rather than I feel sad, I miss you too much
Is this aint it, Is this aint it

What should I do if I see you by any chance
Should I hide in people pretending not to have seen you
It will be a waste of emotion which doesn’t mean anything for now

I worry tens of times a day
They say time heals everything but it has been a while
This aint it, This aint it, This aint
It

You would smile
Saying that you’re happy now
Though you left a deep scar
Not a beautiful memory,
Rather than I become hating you, I miss you more
Rather than I feel sad, I miss you too much
Is this aint it, Is this aint it

From the first, it was too familiar
More than couples who have been seeing each other for a long time
Now it’s meaningless, just a thing in memories

I worry tens of times a day
They say time heals everything but it has been a while
This aint it, This aint it, This aint It

I tried to empty my heart which is filled with you
But I feel like maybe the things in movies will happen to me

I worry tens of times a day
They say time heals everything but it has been a while
This aint it, This aint it, This aint It

I’m sorry to see myself
I want to bury the love that’s over
This aint it, This aint it, This aint It

HANGUL LYRICS

난 아직도 사랑한다고

말하고 싶었지만

더 이상은 안될거라고

끝내 포기해 버렸던 니가

미워졌다기보단 더 보고싶다

아쉽다기보단 너무 그립다

이게 아닌가 이게 아닌가

혹시 우연히 만나면 어떻게 할까

널 모른척 사람들 속에 숨을까

이젠 의미 없는 감정의 낭비겠지만

하루에도 몇십번은 고민해

약이라던 시간도 꽤 지났는데

이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데

넌 이제야 행복하다고

미소를 짓겠지만

아름다웠던 기억보단

깊은 상처를 남겼던 니가

미워졌다기보단 더 보고싶다

아쉽다기보단 너무 그립다

이게 아닌가 이게 아닌가

처음부터 너무나도 익숙했잖아

오랜 시간 만나온 연인들보다

이젠 의미 없는 추억속의 일이지만

하루에도 몇십번은 고민해

약이라던 시간도 꽤 지났는데

이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데

너로 채워진 내 맘을 비우려 해 봤지만

혹시 영화 같은 일이 내게 벌어질 것만 같아서

하루에도 몇십번은 고민해

약이라던 시간도 꽤 지났는데

이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데

나 조차도 내가 날 보기 미안해

끝나버린 사랑은 묻고 싶은데

이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데 이게 아닌데

Korean: music daum

Rom: jk-poplyrics.com
Trans: @HuisuYoon

p/s: this song reminds me of him. It really takes a while for me to completely forget all about him. But... when I see him the other day, I think I didn't really get over him yet. Everything is changed now... He and me are completely a changed person but why this thing become hard like it makes me feels like suffocating... Why it become this way when we haven't really started anything... I hope that this would be the end for my feelings.. with the goodbyes and the last stare I give him that day...

Roommate Profile 2014

Hello and Anyeonghasaeyo... <3

          Alright, today's post is about another celebrities profile about some reality show. Well, this reality show is not as popular as any other reality show such as Running Man, Two Days and One Night and etc but still I think this is a really good reality show. Well, if anyone had watch or heard about Roommate, please raise your hand. Hehe~~ I guess not everyone had heard about it. If you hadn't watch it, please watch it. It is such a good and relax reality show unlike others.  So back to the story, this is some of the information about the celebrities that joined the reality show. Hope you guys enjoy it.. ;)

Roommate (SBS Reality Show)

Room 1

Current Member

Eldest female in the house

Name : Lee So-ra
Birth Of Date : 4 November 1969
Profession : Model
Prior Living Arrangement : Alone for 20 years
Starting Carier : By winning the Super Model Contest

Former Member

Name : Park Bom (Korean name) or Jenny Park

Birth of Date : 24 March 1984

Profession : Singer (2ne1 member)

Prior Living Arrangement : With group members but then alone

Labels : YG Entertaiment

Current Member

Name : Song Ga-yeon

Birth Of Date : 28 December 1994

Profession : Martial Artist

Prior Living Arrangement : Alone

Room 2

Current Member

Name : Park Min-woo

Birth Of Date : 22 March 1988

Profession : Actor

Prior Living Arrangement : Alone

Label : King Kong Entertainment

TV Drama : Flower Boy Ramen Shop as Ba-wool (debut drama) and etc

Current Member

Stage Name : Seo Kang-joon

Real Name : Lee Seung-hwan

Birth Of Date : 12 October 1993

Profession : Actor (5urprise member)

Prior Living Arrangement : With Group Members

Label : Fantagio

TV Drama: Cunning Single Lady

Room 3

Current Member

Name : Hong Soo-hyun

Birth of Date : 15 February 1981

Profession : Actress

Prior Living Arrangement : With Parents

Label : KeyEast

TV Drama : The Princess's Man

Current Member

Stage Name : Nana

Real Name : Lim Jin-ah

Birth Of Date : 14 September 1991

Profession : Singer (After School member)

Sub-unit: Orange Caramel

Prior Living Arrangement : With Group Members

Label : Pledis Entertainment

Room 4

Current Member

Eldest male in the house

Stage Name : Shin Sung-woo

Real Name : Shin Dong-ryun

Birth Of Date :  26 July 1968

Profession : Singer and Actor

Prior Living Arrangement : Alone  for 30 years

Label : Manpasikjeok

TV Drama : Home Sweet Home

Current Member

Name : Park Chan-yeol

Birth Of Date : 27 November 1992

Profession : Singer (EXO member)

Sub-unit : EXO-K

Prior Living Arrangement : With Group Members

Label : SM Entertainment and Avex Trax (Japan)

Room 5

Current Member

Name : Lee Dong-wook

Birth Of Date : 6 November 1981

Profession : Actor

Prior Living Arrangement : With Parents

Label : King Kong Entertainment

TV Drama : My Girl as Seol Gong-chan, Hotel King as Cha Jae Wan

Current Member

Name : Jo Se-ho

Birth Of Date : 9 August 1982

Profession : Comedian

Prior Living Arrangement : With Friends

Label : Boryeong Planning

Latest Comeback

Hai...

          It's been a while since the last time I update, well I've been extremely busy nowadays with the Eid Fitr and my short sem thing and my last exam sem, I feel extremely sorry for it. Well, today I would like to make up for it, what would you like me to do? Tell me okay?

          Last month my ultimate idol group had make a comeback! Their concept is extremely different from the last time and I admit this is what for me, one of the best concept they had been done. Well sadly, they had only won one award but never mind since this is only the beginning. Speaking of this, most of you must feel curious enough of which group I've been talking all around right? If you were thinking about C-Clown, beep not true.... Well, jajannn....

          Can you guess what the group is? Its INFINITE! Well, chuka hae yo for everyone who guess correctly. This is my ultimate bias group and my ultimate bias is of course the hamster gyu... Well, their comeback is a repackage album from the season 2. Because it is a repackage album so they had include two new song in it which is Back and Diamond. Both had a different style of song but it is still jjang! I love both of them. Well, as for today special treat for every inspirit, I would like to include the Infinite Back MV... As for those who doesn't know Infinite yet, well hope you guys would enjoy it and love them also.. :)

A New Laptop

Hello hello hello....

         I'm sorry for not writing and posting last week and for this week it is a bit late... I'm busy with my assignments and etc... And for this week I had tell you that I had a dinner... Well about the dinner I'll tell on the other post okay...? Check out my other post---->
          Ewah, just kidding. Well back to the main title ^ look up ^, it is about my new laptop... Do you remember that I want to buy a new laptop for myself? Well honestly, I had buy it.... Hehehehe... I am so  happy....
          Well, it is not the latest design or the most expensive one but gladly, I've grown to like it... Very very much... Actually it had been my teddy bear since I bought it.. Every time I sleep, I would put it beside me... It makes me happy just by looking at it.. Huhuhu...
         Alright, these are some of the pictures... ASUS X552L... Hope you like it too... :)

This is the views from the sideways.. This model comes in 2 colours, black and white... I choose black since I afraid it would easily get dirty...

This model is 15 inch where it has a numeric keypad... I deliberately bought this type because it is more easier for me to key in numbers when I had to prepare for my Account's assignments...

This is the front view... My roommate said that she could look at my new laptop from far away... Hehehe... Well, this type is good and the speaker's sound is more louder than my old laptop but the sound is a bit like a box sound.. I don't know maybe it is just my feelings... Hehehe...

These are the free gifts... I think since I bought it a lot more cheaper than the actual price so I've got all cheap free gifts... And I didn't use it at all since I still got my old one and it is much better then this one...

The Most Precious Word

Sorry...

          Everyone knows what is the real meaning of sorry... Whether if we have ever said it in our life or not, but the truth is there are not a single person whom never had known the word of sorry in this world. But do we realised that or do we have ever asked ourself on how many times in a day do we say sorry if we made a mistakes? Do we say the little but precious word 'sorry' very often or not?' It depends on ourselves and we are the one who knows ourselves better than anyone in the world...
          Actually, why we didn't say sorry to someone we had make mistakes before? And is it really hard to say just a simple word of sorry? Do the word would hurt or kill us if we said it?. That is the question that keeps on bugging in my mind whenever I was in that situation. When someone made a mistakes towards me but as the usual thing that I'd do is I would ignore it.. Thinking of that person may not know that he/she had made a mistakes or he/she didn't like to say that word or even didn't know the existence of that word in this world...
          But then, when the time passed, I get to know on how much valuable and precious of hearing just the simple word of sorry. It seems to be very valuable now but when it comes to be that way, I hardly heard that word now. Maybe because of my attitude before, who keeps ignoring to hear that word, so most of the people used to not saying sorry to me now... But I would figure that way out because it is my problems...
          So, the way of we saying that word also matters... It would be one of a great factor to show on how we know to differentiate whether we sincerely feels sorry if we made a mistakes or not. Because right now, even if we keeps on hearing that word but the sincerity level would be different. If someone says sorry and then just walk away, it means that he/she didn't feel sorry at all. But it would be different if he/she says sorry and keeps on telling us that word, it means he/she really means it. Well, this is based on my experience and while looking on the others.. Actually, I had grown a new habit for myself which is keeps on looking at others or the most accurate word is observing others...
          Well, that is my problem but the things is, sorry is really a big matters even with the non-stop growing of the world nowadays.. It is one of the most word that matters for someone... So as a conclusion, I want to say sorry for every mistakes that I had made to everyone who knows me or not... May our live would always remain in peace.. :)

p/s: this is not just for the loyal readers but also for myself to reflect on how have we made our day or ourselves in the eyes of the world and most especially in the eyes of the God.. :)

셍일 족아 해 요 성규 어빠 ♡ ♡ ♡

                Hello, Anyeong, Namaste and Assalamualaikum. Today is Sunggyu Oppa’s Birthday. I was so delighted today even though this is not my birthday. Hahaha….XD Well, if you know Sunggyu oppa, I want to tell you something. He is my bias. The first and the most who I bias among all Korean artist…

                If you don’t know about him, I would like tell you a little bit about him. He is one of Infinite members where he acts as a leader. He is also the lead vocal of Infinite and the eldest one. If you know about Infinite, he is the one with the smallest eyes. His eyes’ measurements only 1 cm if he had a normal reaction. He also feels really uncomfortable whenever someone talks about his eyes or his age. He had said before in a variety show that he did not have any aegyo. But if he does the gwiyomi, he stills look cute for me…XD

                There are a lot of times in a variety show that he keeps mentioning his mother and he always credited everything (apart from the company, the staff or the members) to his mother. And there were a lot of English songs where he had made a cover for it for example, Beauty and The Beat by Justin Bieber and Insomnia by David Craig. He also had gone to a lot of variety shows for example, Running Man, Weekly Idol, Hello Counselor and many more. He is also the first person in Infinite where released his own solo album called, ‘Another Me’. In that album, my favorite track is I Need You and 60 secs. For me, he is known as The Bad Boy Prince. Well, even though he acts like a bad boy, but he is still my ideal type… J

                There’s a lot more about him but I think it is better for you to Google it up yourself if you want to know more about him. This is a few of my favorite pictures of him… Hope you enjoy…J

Happy 26th Birthday Oppa.... Hope you will become more healthier in this year, and have more charisma as the leader and will always shine on the stage... :)

A Little Hardship

Today, I'm really sad and I would like to share it with my lovely readers...
          Remember of me telling on how much I feel like wanting to go back home in my previous post? Actually for this last sem, I had bought a return way plane ticket to my hometown... And I was very happy since I'm going to have two full weeks of holiday eventhough for a usual student, they might have two or three full months of holiday but for my case, I've got only two weeks of holiday but I'm still glad if I'm going to have only two weeks.
          But then, everything went off when my university wants to cut the holidays where it supposed to end in 6th July but then it end in 29th June. I feel really upset about it because I didn't have the enough holiday that I had expected and the fact that I had already buy my plane ticket. I also had plan my schedule for my full time two weeks of holiday where I want to learn cooking, sewing and planned to go for an outing... But then, I had to replanned again... I really hate this kind of stuff... Its really makes me sad... :'(

Dinner to Attend!!!!

Oh My God!!!

          I forgot about the dinner! The dinner is just around the corner but I'm still not ready for it... I didn't buy the dress, the shoes, the make up yet... What am I going to do?
          Oh gosh! I think this week I had to go all for it... Buying all the things that I should buy for a dinner of couse... If possible, I would like to dress differently at that time so when I went in, people might think me as a cinderella.. Hahaha.. Just kidding... But as a girl, I do want to dress up too since when I was a kid, I didn't dress up a lot because of my behaviour more into a boy at that time... Hahaha... Growing up had turned me to be a real lady ok?
          Thinking of the grand of the dinner makes me overwhelm since I didn't have a lot of friends here yet and what would I do when everyone had their own grouping while I'm going to be left out? Thinking of it makes me didn't want to go... But since I already paid for it so, I have to go... Wasting is not a good thing you know and also I would get a free of charge food so what is the point of not going isn't? I'm going to save my money at that day so I get the chance to eat a lot at that time... Hahaha... (Going there just to eat and destroying own images? )(-.-')
          I can't wait for the dinner since this would be my first dinner as a University Student.. Hahaha... Can't really wait... :)

A New Laptop

          I'm going to buy a new laptop for myself!!! This is going to be my first time on buying my own laptop even if I'm going to count, this is my second laptop actually. The first one is a gift from someone but unfortunately, after using it for almost 3 years now, it literally want to retire now... So sad uh..? But still, I love my old laptop and I think I want to give him a side way job just like a retired uncle driving a taxi since he would like to retired soon... :)
          I can't wait actually and I had planned to buy a 15-inch this time because the old one is only 7-inch... Going all out to buy the new laptop isn't? Well thanks to my sponsor who diligently sponsoring me with money to buy a new laptop. I'm planning to buy a laptop with a high processor and a high grafic card since excluding for my assignment, I also want to buy a laptop where I can play the Sims game... It's been a long time for me to find that game and to play it to my heart content and now, since I'm going to buy a new laptop, why not buying a laptop that can compatible to play the Sims with it right?
          I'm really looking forward on buying it... Can't wait to see what my new laptop going to look like.. Hehehe... :)

Week of Examination

Aaaarrrrgggghhhh.....

          That is the only thing that keep popping out in my mind.... This week I feel like I want to throw things around and want to shout really loudly... Yes, definitely people would say that I'm in stress zone... And without doubting and denying, its true... Everything seems like falling apart...
          Its hard to just keep reading a text book for 2 hours without break and certainly for others, they might think that reading a book for two hours is just a common thing but for me, I'm definitely not categorize as that type of person... I'm more into calculating or drawing perhaps... But certainly not reading... I think I might die of boreness on reading alone... Even when my lecturers told me to just read a 4 pages of articles, I'd without hesistantly waves a white flag... It's really hard for me to just read a thing constantly...
          And now comes the week of examination, where I had to read... But gladly, not like the previous semester, I have only one read based subject which is microeconomics... So that's why I feel like a lot more better than before but still, reading is not my thing... And I gladly admit it... Hahaha...
          Now, I'm just going to prepare for my mid-term... Even it is just a mid-term but I think I should give my best in it... As what my mother always hope for, isn't it? And even if I had to stress out and struggles but in the end it's really for my own sake right? Hope you guys pray and wish me luck for my mid-term...

p/s: And not to forget thanks for the pray... :)

MOney, 돈 and Duit

          What would you do if you have a lot of money suddenly? Well, probably majority of population in this world would go crazy if they were given a certain high amount of money in just a day. They would be like 'I want to buy this and I want to buy that,' isn't? So, it just a normal thing if a person loves money very much. There is a saying 'Money is not everything but it could buy mostly everything." Well, it is truth if we look at today's perspective. Mostly everyone loves money.

          The reason why I talk about money is yesterday I've just got my scholarship. And I am very happy about it since I had wait for it for almost 2 months now. But the time of hardly waiting for it as if had gone with the wind when I look at the amount of money in my bank. Well, I've never had a lot of money like that in just a single day so I am feeling really delighted.
          Before I get it, I was thinking to buy a lot of things from it but now, I feel like I didn't want to spend it at all. I'm afraid if it will run out. Then for that instance I understand on why a lot of rich people or in Korea they said as chaebol are stingy. I thought maybe because they afraid if their money would run out too...
          Thinking of it had makes me laugh a bit because before, I had talked back about a certain rich people which is so stingy on giving/donating his/her money. Well, now I understand them but it is not the reason why they should be so stingy because money is everywhere now and we will never run out of it. But certainly to defend themselves, they would say that they had been facing a lot of hard things to achieve what they had now. Well for that, I wouldn't blame them. Anyway it's their money so it's up to them to spend it to their liking.
            I was thinking to spend my money by buying a new phone for my little brother, a new laptop for myself, a little for my mother and a treat for my family. And not to forgot, I want to buy the plane ticket also... Hahaha... I'm not going to stay here for the next holiday. It would be too quiet and too lonely because certainly, there would be no one at all in the hostel at that period of time. Well not to blame them and honestly, I feel so delighted to went back home. I think I had been away from home for a long time already but honestly, it is only been 2 months. It's not like ages at all but maybe because I miss my home so much that why I feel so delighted. Hahaha....
          Well then, the delightful of receiving a lot of money would last for a week or maybe a month. I don't know. But I'm so happy and I hope the readers are also happy whether because of reading my post or because of other things. For those who didn't happy maybe because of money, I would like to give you some of mine (happiness I mean). Hahaha.... Just joking... Well, I would like to give those who read my today's post a gift. Hope you like it... :)

It's my first give to the reader.... I'm so nervous...

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Living Alone

                Today’s post is about living alone. Okay, I decided to write about this post because right now I know the feeling of living alone. Maybe it’s because of holiday and there is none here in the college that makes me feel so alone. I barely could see a person around so it’s really suffocating and I think I’d become insane. Talking to my own, singing loudly, dancing like a crazy person and even start talking to my teddy bear….

                I don’t know what exactly happen to me. I like to live alone in the room but if I were left alone in this college is something that I really did not want and never cross my mind. It’s really feels like living alone in this whole world. No fun, no entertainment and I feel like there is no life in me. Waking up in the morning without any sounds of human is something that is really makes me becoming more insane.

                There is once where my friends had gone to my college and they said that they felt my college is like a hospital. Quiet, the white paint on the wall and the tidiness looks exactly like a hospital. Remembering back about what they had said makes me feels like living in an insane hospital. Where I could do whatever I want because there is no one around. Even if I shout maybe there is no one could hear it and no one would prevent me from shouting over and over again.

                And now the only thing I could do to prevent this loneliness is by watching movies or drama and listening to music. This is what I would like to do in my holiday isn’t? But now my holidays only have been 4 days and I feel like it’s already a boring holiday.  What should I do to overcome this? Urghh… it’s so boring and it’s so suffocating… :(

The Breeaak Of Mid-Term

Yeeeeaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!
          Mid-term break is in the corner. And I'm seriously glad about it. This past few weeks had turn me into a person who only busy finishing her assignment until she missed to watch dramas and reality shows that she was never had missed before....:( So pity isn't? (Carrying a title of university student isn't something easy as one should sometimes or would be most of the time let go his/her times to spend on other leisure works/things to just finish the pile of assignment given)
          Therefore for this mid term, I will give it all out to cover all the things that I had missed before.... Hahaha... I even write down all the things that I should do during the mid term. But most of it is watching dramas... Hehehe... Well this mid term break is the only the time where I had to relax myself by doing things that I'd like or miss. Because after this, assignment would be the only thing that I would do...:(
          Well, living in the hostel would give me all time in the world to do what I would like to do. FYI, I didn't go to my hometown for this mid-term break too because of the distance and I didn't buy the plane ticket yet and I know if I buy it in the last minute it would be too expensive. So I just hold myself from going back since I planned to go back at the end of this sem and in the Hari Raya holiday. Well because of having a short sem, so this year I wouldn't have a two month holiday just like the other university students normally have. So sad isn't it?
          But my mother often said that I have to endure it since I have to study over South China Sea and because of a piece of paper that I should get, so I would/should have to endure it. Well, my mother is always right... I'm the one who choose to study far away from home so I'm the one also who had to endure all the challenge I would certainly face in this far away land from home... So even it is for a week of holiday but ㅊcertainly, I had to hold it..
          So back to the story of the holiday, I really can't wait for the holiday... Time would you please pass really quickly? If you can, go to the Holiday.... Yeeeeaaaahhhh 팔리...졸발....

‘Someone which I labelled as annoying’

                Do you have ever felt annoying to someone? Annoying is a feeling when someone felt irritated to the other. So I guess everybody had felt it before, right?

                Today I would like to talk about my experience on feeling annoying to someone. This is because that person never fails to make me feel she is so annoying. The first time I meet that person is when I thought that she is my roommate’s friend, so I treat her like my guest when she went to my room. But later that I know, when I had a little chat with her, I found out that she is someone who is so resistant to a thing. For example, she kept on talking to one thing and kept on asking my opinion about that thing even though I had told her about it. And she keeps on telling me about that one thing. Even though when she keeps telling me that and I feel like I want to shut her out but then I could not do anything except just trying to humour her instead.

                Then when we had mid-term break, I could not go back home because of the distance so I decided to just stay in my college. Later that I know, she was staying too. And she asked me if she could instead sleep in my room rather than at her room because she afraid to sleep alone. So because of feeling pity of her and I rather to have an accompaniment and from the way she asked me as if my roommate had given her the permission to stay at our room, so I decided to let her sleep in. So that was when everything went wrong. I think after that she kept on clinging to me. And honestly speaking, I hate someone who is like that.

                She kept on asking me a lot of thing when she was staying to sleep in my room. She asked why I kept on hearing music or did I not feel tired of it or even why I heard music in a high volume... Alright, I was feeling so fed up of her kept on asking me things. I was like urgggh this girl didn’t her have anything to do than asking me like a detective. And that was when I feel she is the most annoying person in my life that I have ever seen.

                And after that one night, I think I don’t want to let her sleep in anymore. I rather be alone than have an accompaniment like her. But then I couldn’t do as what I wish, the next day, she asked to let her sleep in again. And I couldn’t resist her. So I just let her in again... And for the continuous next day, she kept on asking again until one time she does not even have to ask me but she just barged in. Then I started to feel so irritated of her so there’s one time when I pretend not to hear her knocking on the door. But then, she is knocking as like she wants to break that door. I was so surprised because she looks like a graceful and sweet girl but then the way she knock on the door makes me feel urgggh this girl would better kill me that day.

                After the mid-term break, one day suddenly, my roommate asked me, “When exactly did you get closed to her?” I was surprised to my roommate’s question. And I asked my roommate back, “Why?” And my roommate say that there were a lot of time where she knocked on the door to just ask about what I do at that time and my roommate said that maybe because of me using headphone most of the time so that is why I didn’t hear her knocking.

                I was so surprised by that fact and I just tell my roommate about what had exactly happen in the mid-term break. My roommate honestly said to me that she didn’t feel comfortable with her because of the way she looks at someone as if she feels that person is so annoying. I laughed because of that. And after my roommate’s confession then I realised about it too. But then maybe it is just the way she looks at someone. And because of the way my roommate confessed about her that makes me thought maybe my roommate is not as closed friend with her as to what I thought of.

                After that incident, she entered my room and asked to borrow some of my hanger. And I just lend it to her. But then I was thinking, she comes from a wealthy family where even her home has a CCTV and her home is not far away from the university, and why exactly she borrows thing from someone who is not wealthy and her home is far away enough for her not to buy things so lightly. I’m not stingy to lend my things to anyone but I just couldn’t understand why she borrows it even though recently, she could afford to buy a beauty supplement which cost RM180. Why just she didn’t try to buy the other thing like hanger with the RM180? I think she could afford to buy 100 dozens of hanger for herself only.

                And there was one time recently when I was busy studying and want to finish my assignment because it was due to the next day, so I was all to the head and toe to finish it quickly. But then she entered the room and distracted me by asking me question about math. Before that she asked me if I am busy and I said yes but then because of lack of consideration maybe, she just asked me without considering my situation at that time. I was so angry with her at that time but then I just hold it. I try to explain to her but she still didn’t get it. And she didn’t let me get off from that question before she could understand all about it. Then, when I had made her understand about it, she asked me the other question. I just want to storm off to her and said I had a lot of assignment to finish off but then I hold it again… I don’t know how many times I have to hold myself because of her.

                Then there was one time also, she entered my room and asked me a few of question and before she leaves, she takes my roommate’s peanut and asked me to tell my roommate later. I was so shocked about her behaviour because as I know, we shouldn’t take anyone things without their permission first especially if it is a food. Then I just said yes. Luckily, my roommate didn’t get angry because of it. But if it were me, I would feel really uncomfortable if someone takes my things before asking me first.

                Alright I think it is enough for me to talk about that person, even though I think there are a lot of things that I didn't share yet about that person but if I write again, it wasn't enough to fill one or two pages for her alone. Anyway the reason why I post about her not only to express my annoying feeling towards her but also to remind me and to the readers about how much a person could make the others feeling annoyed so much and I hope that everyone could take moral values from this post as to not make the other person feels just like how I feel towards her alone.

P/s: Sorry guys and girls if the post of this week is too heavy to grasp because I couldn’t stand anymore about her behaviour towards me…. L

C-Clown Profile Member 2014

          Today I want to write about one of my favorite Korean Boy Band. Even though this is not my most favorite group but because of a certain reason, I decided to choose this group as my entries for this week.

          Alright, this week entries is about C-Clown. Actually, I fell in love with this group because of their second mini album song. The first time I listened to that song, I had fallen for it. Even if I heard it a thousand times, I've never feel sick of it. And I don't know what is the exact reason for it. Hope you guys enjoy it... :)

C-Clown (씨클라운)

Stands For: Crown Clown
Entertainment Company: Yedang Entertainment
Debut: July 10, 2012
Fan Club: Crown
Fan Color: Pearl Forest Green

Rome (롬)

Real Name: Yoo Ba Rom (유바롬)
Born: September 6, 1990
174CM (5 Feet 8 Inches)
60KG (132 Pounds)
Blood Type: A
Position: Leader, Rapper

Siwoo (시우)

Real Name: Kim Tae Min (김태민)

Born: May 5, 1993

177CM (5 Feet 9 Inches)

62KG (136 Pounds)

Blood Type: O

Position: Vocalist

Ray (레이)

Real Name: Kim Hyun Il (김현일)
Born: April 19, 1994
176CM (5 Feet 9 Inches)
62KG (136 Pounds)
Blodd Type: O
Position: Vocalist

Kangjun (강준)

Real Name: Kangjun (강준)

Born: April 21, 1994

173CM (5 Feet 8 Inches)

62KG (136 Pounds)

Blood Type: A

Position: Main Vocalist

T.K. (티케이)

Real Name: Lee Min Woo (이민우)
Born: December 20, 1995
178CM (5 Feet 10 Inches)
55KG (121 Pounds)
Blood Type: A
Position: Rapper

Maru (마루)

Real Name: Lee Jae Joon (이제준)

Born: September 25, 1997

175CM (5 Feet 8 Inches)

56KG (123 Pounds)

Blood Type: A

Position: Rapper, Maknae

That's all for this week entries. Hope you guys support and love this group also.... :)