Today’s post is about living
alone. Okay, I decided to write about this post because right now I know the
feeling of living alone. Maybe it’s because of holiday and there is none here
in the college that makes me feel so alone. I barely could see a person around
so it’s really suffocating and I think I’d become insane. Talking to my own,
singing loudly, dancing like a crazy person and even start talking to my teddy
bear….
I don’t know what exactly happen
to me. I like to live alone in the room but if I were left alone in this college
is something that I really did not want and never cross my mind. It’s really
feels like living alone in this whole world. No fun, no entertainment and I
feel like there is no life in me. Waking up in the morning without any sounds
of human is something that is really makes me becoming more insane.
There is once where my friends
had gone to my college and they said that they felt my college is like a
hospital. Quiet, the white paint on the wall and the tidiness looks exactly
like a hospital. Remembering back about what they had said makes me feels like
living in an insane hospital. Where I could do whatever I want because there is
no one around. Even if I shout maybe there is no one could hear it and no one
would prevent me from shouting over and over again.
And now the only thing I could do to prevent this
loneliness is by watching movies or drama and listening to music. This is what
I would like to do in my holiday isn’t? But now my holidays only have been 4
days and I feel like it’s already a boring holiday. What should I do to overcome this? Urghh… it’s
so boring and it’s so suffocating… :(
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